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Submissive journal

I love to write. I have always been a huge reader and a lover of writing my thoughts out about books I read. I even write in books I read if I come across notable passages or agree with something a character said. Why shouldn’t my submissiveness be any different?

I have decided to buy a journal (I have too few of them) and write in it each day at least concerning my submission. This blog is used for that but also houses my thoughts on everything from books to being an introvert to my daily life. I know from reading other blogs that journals are kept for a number of reasons. I think for submissives keeping a journal is a daily tangible reminder of your submission that you can carry with you day in and day out.

Of course there is also the views of your Dom to consider when keeping a sub journal. My Sir, when I asked his thoughts on the idea, said that it was my something to do and I could put in what I wanted. I know that some want you to put in rules/essays on certain topics/daily log of activities/whatever but for those of you who keep a submissive/slave journal what are some things you put in it?

The Day After Play

So this is my first post on this blog and I think it fits considering how my day was yesterday. First off, Sir and I don’t get to see each other often due to certain circumstances and that hampers our playtime. Luckily yesterday we got to play a lot more than we thought we would which was great. There was lots of over the knee spanking, tying up (to a chair, bed) which was fun fun fun for a eager rope slut like me, kneeling, and lots of petting for kitten. The meat of this post however is about the emotional  effects of play yesterday. Today I was called bossy by a family member and that got me to thinking about yesterday. Just hearing that word made me wonder if indeed yesterday with my Sir I was ‘bossy’ or acting in some way like I was in charge when I should have been more submissive and obedient. Now don’t get me wrong, I was obedient for the most part but there were certain times (upon reflection) I realized that I came close to topping form the bottom (gasp!) especially around my family who does not know about our dynamic. For example, if there was something that I needed from my room I found myself telling Sir to get it when I could have easily gotten it myself. Of course it probably has something to do with the fact I was until a few weeks ago a switch (might talk about that in another post). And I will freely admit that I am bossy. So I would love advice from any of you here who know what I’m talking about or have dealt with topping from the bottom/being a bossy sub yourselves.